dissapointed on myself

feeling dissapointed on myself...b4 d test 1...i spend quite a long time to stdy...make my own note while stdying...but...d result i get..totally not as my expected...i oni get half of d whole paper....omg....wat's wrong on me....y my result ll bcum lik tis...?i wonder y....haiz.....seem lik i need put more effort on my stdy...seem lik i need to ignore smth,....and conc on my stdy start fr today....hopefully i can...can get better result in test 2 n final....at least get a dean tis sem.....gambate to myself....

friends..thx..

friend....is someone tat ll support u when u r down....is someone ll share ur happy moment n sadness...is someone ll giv u advice n suggestion when u face some probs....

i felt tat i m reli reli lucky....i got some friends..,tat owez support me once they kno tat i m in no mood....giving me advices n suggestions when i faced d probs....reli reli thx to u all.....i dunno wat say to u all...but...thx...is d oni word tat appear on my mind...reli reli happy to hav friends lik u all...i ll take k myself...n i wish tat u all oso can live happily... ^^ take k..my friends...

football day~~

today...got a futsal match...our team..LOKE LIM got take part....it is intra faculty matches..v r diveided into Group A...each group got 5 team..and oni d 1st two can qualify to quarter final....v played very well today...v won all 4 matches in group stage...1st game won 2-1...second game won 4-1...third game oso won 4-1....and d last game in group stage v won 1-0...n i m d scorer of tat...haha...so happy.....

in quarter final....one of our key player injured....tat game v played extremely hard..opponent scored 1st..tat was a mistake tat i make..i pass back to keeper..n d opponent grap tis chance to score...but then.,our captain..balloon...score via a superb goal....at d last minute...both my leg oso cramp....so i leave d field...n d final whistle blow...v get into penalty..kc as our keeper..save 2 balls..but our team..being save 3....so..v lose at quarter final...anyway...v all played well...thx to all LOKE LIM player....thx thx~~~v ll b back again....good job...especially our top scorer..wei liang....he hattrick in 2 matches...at group stage....thx to u all....

reli tired now...play badminton and football on thurs...football on fri..,sat..n today match...ha~!now need more rest...next sat...got one more football match..hope can win....althought tat one is tougher...v..LOKE LIM ...ll never say die...never giv up....go go LOKE LIM~~~

holidays~

there's 3 days of holidays start 6-9 march...i went home on 6 march...reached ard 11pm...then hav supper wf frens...i drove my fren's car on d way back to ipoh...when v reached d toll...a car sudenly came out...n i almoz hit tat cb car..luckily tit shout on me...n i manage to avoid it...whew..reli reli lucky...

then d next day...is saturday..my family n i went to klang..my aunt there..hav a bahkutteh trip...haha..v depart ard 10 n reached there for dinner...wakaka....

aft lunch..my cousin sister n bro brought my sister n i to shopping..The Curve...v hav look ard there...and then go for a movie..Street Fighter: The Legend Of Chun Li..but act i wish to watch Marley And Me...but my cousin bro wan watch tat..so...v  all watch wf him too...haha...at night...v play mahjong together...d 1st time i win by "qing yi se" ...but din bet money de..jz play for syok oni...

i realised tat my face reli reli angry...my aunt there got a cute doggy...once i step in the house....i wan to play wf d dog...but tat stupiak dog scared me...it ran away once i come close to it..haiz....stupiak dog...i can oni snap it photo during it sleeping..haha...

my family n i back to ipoh on Sunday morning..aft d bahkutteh as breakfast...haha..n v also 'da bao' to home...wakaka...if u interested...u can log on to www.bahkutteh.com.my...haha...my aunt got branch at hongkong....

aft i reached ipoh...i went out again...wf another cousin...n my sister oso...v go for movie too...watchmen...3 hours..but quite boring......hardly und wat is it abt at d 1st..oni get it when d show omoz end...haha...waste time...

On monday..aft breakfast wf my family..i went to cut my hair..i cut it superb short..even my mum oso shocked when c me...so as my grandmom..haha...but my cousin sisters n bro...all laugh n play my head...

Then i start journey back to UMP follow tit's car..ard 6pm...n v reached UMP ard 12:30am midnight...

Erm....tis holidays quite nice for me....i ate a lots at Klang...haha....bt feel nice...wakaka....i spend all d time jz wf my family members...all my cousins..my grandmon n grandpa for both mother n father side....reli reli busy holidays..haha...but reli reli nice....

3rd march 2009

today..3rd march....is a big day for me...is my fren's birthday..n i plan to do smth too..i went for a dinner with her..on 2nd march..at Cherating Steak House..which is located at Jln Berserah at Kuantan here...i had plan a lot of things b4 tis day..but...smth out of expected happened...d rain...i plan to go TC (beach at kuantan) aft d dinner..and then confess to her..but..heavy rain make me had to canceled tat plan...but it is stil ok de..coz i spend all d time with her in car...chatting there..

then...i confess to her...telling her tat i love her...she looked at me quietly...then i ask to b her bf...she stil looked at me...silently...for a while...then oni she replied...:'it's not d time..'

tis word...is hurt for me..but i knew tat tis cant b force...i accepted d reality..n thx her for giving me a chance to confess....thx for her spending whole time at genting wf me...although i failed...although my heart feel pain...but i stil can b fren wf her...lik laz time...

Now...my heart feel lik empty...feeling lik i lose smth..but dunno wat is tat...jz feel empty....hmm....dunno how to describe d feeling now...ha~! anyway...tis is a memorable day for me...til now..she is d oni girl tat i holding her hand n confess to her face to face...love u....

Genting Trip

28feb...saturday..i went to genting wf my coursemate...we go there by taking bus..early in the morning..i wake up ard 6:45am...then bath..go for breakfast wf my frens at 7am sharp...our bus ll arrive on 8:30am..tat's y v all wake up early...v reached Pudu ard 11am..v hav a walk along petaling street...yang,simon n ronald bought a new shoe there..balloon bought a new sliper there...while kc..he bought a super nice 'black' spect...haha....v also hav pur lunch there..then v take d bus to genting on 1:30pm..when v reached genting..it is already 3smth..aft check in....then v go shoping there..at tat time..i realise tat d branded sandal is much more cheaper than d one selling at petaling street...haha....at night..v watched movie..til 3:3am...super tired..at tat night..i slept on d sofa...super cold...shaking while sleeping..haha

the next day...i plan to wake up on 8:30am..but i wake up by others conversation on 8 lik tat..but li lay til my alarm,..then oni wake up n bath..aft breakfast...then i went to themepark...with a fren...oni 2 of us..sure she is a girl...v start play on ard 11am..til 4pm...then v went back to kl..but no more bus ticket fr genting to kl...at last..had to use a much higher price to kl...haiz....then v take dinner at pekeliling...then at last..reached our campus on 11pm...

b4 i went to genting..i plan to gamble there...but once i step in d casino..no feel to play..but my fren...yang..he said he muz go theme park..but at last..he spend all d time in casino..haha...tis trip...i take no photo...bring ntg back but oni memory..a sweet sweet memory...haha...